Crazy Busy

Carmelite Homily for Tuesday of the Fourth Week in Ordinary Time, January 30, 2024 – Lectionary 324 (Mark 5:21-43)

One time I was talking with a vocation prospect on the phone who wanted to meet with me so I gave him my schedule.  He says, “you’re not busy; you’re crazy busy.”  We’ve heard that phrase before – crazy busy.  In today’s Gospel Jesus is crazy busy.  He’s going to preach to the disciples, the official comes, “can heal my daughter who is home sick,” he goes to follow him, but the woman is very sick says, “if I but touch his cloak I’ll be cured,” he wants to know who did that, the official’s servants come, “your daughter has died,” he goes anyway, there’s this cacophony of ailing, he says, “but she is sleeping,” and they all laugh at him – crazy busy.  We can be crazy busy.  Jesus stays focused.  He’s wearing the Tsit-Tsit, that’s a tassel that reminds a Jewish man to pray and that’s what the woman who is trying to touch – his center of prayer.  And then he does heal the daughter.  He remains people-centered and God-centered.  That’s the call of today’s Gospel.  Saint Teresa of Avila says, “What a pity it was to have left you, my Lord, under the pretext of serving you.”  Ahh, that could be us.  What a pity it is when we have left our families, left our loved ones, under the pretext of work.  ‘Dear Abby’ says, “I never met anyone on their death bed who said, ‘I should’ve spent more time at the office.’”  Let us remember to be centered on loved ones, centered on prayer, centered on God.  So we never say, “What a pity it was to have left you, my Lord, under the pretext of serving you.” 

Saint Teresa of Avila

Rebind – Rejoin – Reconnect

Carmelite homily for the Fourth Sunday of Ordinary Time, January 28, 2024 – Lectionary 71 (Mark 1:21-28)

The Greek word for ball is “bollus.”  It is where we get our word “ball” from.  And if we take a ball and we divide it we have two balls – “di-bollus.”  That’s where we get our word “diabolical” from: to divide something; to take a unity and make it two things.  This is where we get our word “diabolical” and the shortened form is “devil.”  This is the mission of the devil: to separate.  And we see this in today’s gospel.  Jesus comes into the synagogue.  We’re at the beginning of Mark’s Gospel and this is the function of Jesus in Mark’s Gospel: to reconnect.  So he goes into the synagogue and there’s a man with an unclean spirit and he drives out that devil.  This man is divided; he has two beings in him.  And whether we take it literally or metaphorically, this man is divided.  And that’s what Jesus’ vision is, is to reconnect, to rejoin.  This is the word “religion.”  To rebind; that’s what religion means – to reconnect or to rebind. That’s Jesus’ mission throughout the Gospel.  Whatever is separated, whether it is by superiority or judgment or sickness or the devil.  Anything that separates, Jesus reconnects, recombines.  

I think that is the mission of spirituality; that’s the journey of spirituality.  In the Spiritual Canticle by Saint John of the Cross we see this culminating unity with God.  This complete re-lig-ion with God.  In the betrothal verses:  “There he gave me his breast. There he taught me a sweet and living knowledge. There I gave myself to him, keeping nothing back.  There I promised to be his bride.” 

This beautiful marriage rite of two becoming one is how John of the Cross sees our spiritual journey – not only unity with each other, but unity with God.  To rebind, re-lig-ion, rejoin.  Not to divide, that’s the work of the devil, but to combine, to unify – the work of God. 

Saint John of the Cross

Receiving the Hundredfold

Carmelite Homily for Thursday of 3rd Week of Ordinary Time, January 26 2024 – Lectionary 321

In today’s Gospel we have these parables that I call “Gradualism.”  That grain growing slowly, and no one knows how it happens, and harvest comes, and no one knows.  It is all gradual.  And these are all parables of the spiritual life.  Saint Teresa of Avila says “Never cease to believe that even in this life God grants the hundredfold.”  But we want the hundredfold now.  But I think it is a gradualism, of maturing, and growing, and being inspired, and being ever more wise, ever more loving, ever more like Jesus.  That is the call of today’s Gospel of these parables.  Yes, the hundredfold, but it is a hundredfold slowly, not a hundredfold in a snap.  

Saint Teresa of Avila

You, You, Why Do You Persecute Me?

Carmelite Homily for the Feast of the Conversion of Saint Paul, January 25, 2024 

Today we are celebrating the Feast of the Conversion of Saint Paul.  It begins with these wonderful accounts from the Acts of the Apostles of Paul travelling to Damascus.  Suddenly there is a light.  Suddenly there is a voice, “Saul, Saul, why do you persecute me?”  He falls to the ground; he’s blinded.  This is all happening on the exterior plane but I think it’s more happening on the interior.  Paul had bought into a system of domination, of elitism, of superiority, of judgment – very vertical.  He is of an elite tribe, he’s well-trained, he is a Pharisee, he’s impeccable in practice of the Law – vertical.  He dominates and he is persecuting those who follow Jesus, whose preaching is very horizontal: love of neighbor, bless those who persecute you, be brothers and sisters, Our Father.  I think it all of a sudden makes sense to him.  Jesus is right.  He had to rethink his life – conversion!  That’s the conversion of Saint Paul — rethinking his life.  That is why Saint Teresa of Avila calls Saint Paul the greatest of the mystics.  Because he had this great change of heart. 

That’s maybe what is going to happen to us if we buy into any mis-teaching or misguided embrace of thought: domination or superiority, whether in the family or in politics or in the country or in the church or anywhere.  Jesus’ message is so horizontal.  And it may require a “You, you, why do you persecute me?”  Whenever we are vertical Jesus will call us to live horizontally in his love.  

Saint Teresa of Avila

Bottom Line – Don’t Be Stupid

Carmelite homily for Friday (Week 14), July 10, 2020 – Lectionary 387 (Matthew 10:16-23)

Jesus expects a lot out of us.  He expects

  • turn the other cheek,
  • to forgive, not seven times but seventy times seven times,
  • to walk the extra mile, 
  • to give your coat as well as your tunic when you’re asked for it, 
  • to never ask for anything back that someone borrows, 
  • etc., etc., etc., etc.

And people will oftentimes ask me, ‘but this can get abusive; when do I say no; when do I say that’s enough?  Well, today’s Gospel has the answer.  Jesus instructs the Twelve when they’re going out with this great bit of advice, “Be shrewd as serpents and simple as doves.”  It’s a great piece of advice.  What I think it means is simply; yes, do all these things, but don’t be stupid.  Yes, be shrewd as serpents; peaceful as doves, but shrewd as serpents.  It means don’t be a doormat, don’t be stupid.  But be loving, be dove-like, be peaceful.  Be like Jesus.

Why All This Stuff?

Carmelite homily for Thursday (Week 14), July 9, 2020 – Lectionary 386 (Matthew 10:7-15)

In today’s Gospel Jesus sends out the Twelve Apostles to begin to preach in his name.  He gives them four instructions.  He says: 

  1. proclaim that the Gospel is at hand,
  2. cure the sick,
  3. raise the dead,
  4. drive out demons. 

But then he gives them a ton of instructions – a lot more – on what they’re             supposed to take or not take.  Don’t take sandals, don’t take a second tunic, don’t take a backpack, don’t take gold, don’t take silver, don’t take any money, don’t take a walking stick.  It just seems like a lot more instructions of what not to do than what to do.  Why?  I think John of the Cross may have the answer here.  John of the Cross writes, “The soul must empty itself of all that is not God in order to go to God.”  I think that’s what Jesus is trying to get at here.  All this stuff – the walking staff and the money and all that – is about insecurity and security and about power and status and everything.  Let that go.  Let the stuff go.  And just proclaim love.  That’s the invitation; that’s the gift; that’s the real instruction to the Twelve.  

Saint John of the Cross