What Are My Verticals?

Carmelite homily for Tuesday, February 25, 2020 – Lectionary 342 (Mark 9:30-34)

Those disciples, they’re at it again, arguing who is the greatest.  So Jesus brings a child and places the child in the middle and says, “whoever receives a little one like this receives me” and “the last shall be first, the first shall be last.”  What he’s getting at is all the things that keep us enslaved, like the disciples ‘who’s the greatest?’  It’s status, it’s power.  Their culture was very vertical and Jesus is asking for very horizontal.  But what about us?  What are our verticals that we’re not willing to budge on?  Money? or power? or status? or wealth? or the house? or my will? or my control?  What are my verticals?  And are they child-like?  That’s the call of today’s Gospel.  It’s not to be a child necessarily, but to check what are the verticals?  What are the non-negotiables?   What are the things I insist on having my way?  And does that have to be so?